I’m writing this to say that I am retiring from mafia, yet again. However, this time, I’m leaving without an ounce of regret. Although I have played for over 2 years and have met some amazing people that I wont soon forget, I feel absolutely nothing for this game.
I know that I’ve been busy this semester and have not been around much, but the few games I happen to make it into, I end up either idling out or being killed in the first two days because I refuse to join the chaos of voting out those that are not liked, regardless of their roles.
The two biggest occurrences that have helped me make my decision have happened in the last few days. Earlier this week, I was in a game where a picture of a former player was posted and then speculated that she was pregnant. I was appalled because these people used to be her friends. Secondly, last night, in a game a clear was being voted and came out to say they were the clear but because they weren’t liked, the crowd would rather vote her than the mafia, it ended in the doctor being sniped. Both instances were guided by the same group that has continued to ruin this game for many.
I've met some great people that I hope to keep in contact with and I've learned many things that I won’t soon forget. I have deleted all but a select few players that I have grown the closest to or have met in real life. Just because you were deleted, please don’t think that our friendship hasn’t meant a great deal to me. I don’t want to find out in 6 months that people have been posting my pictures making speculations about me b/c they’re so bored with their own lives, they have to make stuff up about someone elses.
Mafia has brought out the worst in me, and i cannot handle it anymore.
I wish the best for all of you! I’m still on msn (jeskarose@aol.com) so I hope that you add me and we can keep in touch that way.
♥ JRG

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